Tuesday, August 25, 2009


if i told you , im jealous that so many boys are around you , what will you do . i mean , im not even your boyfriend and how am i suppose to have the rights to be jealous ? i know action speaks louder than words , but the only thing i can provide you now are words till my holiday arrives . you say you dun stand a single space in my heart , i'll tell you now , you are one important role in my life which i believed i said it till your probably sick of seeing this . i have no other girls to care about except you . you always stand in the center of my life , never will i .. never never never stop caring about you . i know that everyday you message me in the morning , i feel so happy that i have a wake up sms from you . i know that i never once sent you a wake up sms . i know that all , i don't mind smsing you a wake up sms , call . i really don't mind , and this is not sweet talking you , and i can only prove it by doing it for you every morning if you allow me to . i seriously don't mind at all , you are the last person that i would ever want you to shed tears for me (if you had) , i know i don't deserve you , im a jerk . i have words than actions for you . tell me what to prove to you , i'll do it within my means . i remember you every single minute , second , hour , all day long . i want to have a never ending sms with you despite your single word messages , i don't mind it at all . usually people send me a one word message i wun even bother to reply or whatever , but you are different . i reply all your single message because your important to me , i don't want to lose you . each time you gave a single text message , i know your in a foul/bored mood , i want to change all your single text message into a sentence long message . i don't even know i changed according to you but one thing for sure , we are drifting apart and i know its my fautlt and the rope between us gets longer and longer , if only i could pull back myself to you . i don't mind , calling you at least one a day on the phone to chat with you . give me this chance , pick up my calls when i call you , i wanna hear your voice .. i know all these i typed seemed sweet talk to you and i don't expect you to buy this . but this are all how i felt , i wanna tell you seriously that no matter what i do , im always thinking of you , if you sneezed , probably thats me talking / thinking about you . if i tell you , i do not know that you cried , you will be probably fed up with me , if time could turn back , i want to meet you 1-3 years eariler , get closer and closer to you , never let you get hurt . i know all these i typed till now makes no sense , i don't know what im doing either .. im feeling down too , each time you say you hate me , it felt like thousand ants biting my heart , i don't want you to hate me , i just want you to be normal to me .. i don't need too much of your love , i don't want your hatred towards me . i love you .. and again this are mere words i can only provide . i never once blamed you for anything you did towards me , cause utimately i know its all due to a fault of mine , wrong words i said m wrong things i done at the wrong time . i regretted this . you are really the first girl , that i ever sms/care/love/blog and others . im shocked myself that i had fallen this deep towards you ...


VSYT, im a jerk but i truly care about you ..

エドワード || 12:28 AM

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Name :: Edward( 愛しています )
Age :: 18 on September 17 2010
School :: ITE College East ( Simei )
Dreams :: Go Poly liao then say

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My Love's
(it will never change)


Vulnerability is what you always show,

I always want to protect you by my side within my means

Only wanting to see your beautiful smiles,

Never wanting to see your cries,

Always waiting for you no matter how many millennium it takes.

Sounds of your laughter lingers in my head ,

Expressive words of you weighs on my mind,

Whispering into your ear that i love you is all i need,

Yearning for you grows stronger as time passes

Unknowingly , i had loved you so much

Null feelings for everyone except you,

The ending i wanted , is having you by my side watching the skies together.

I will always place you in the center of my heart,

Never ever will I want to stop thinking of you,

Goodbye is a word i rather die than to say to you .

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