Saturday, August 15, 2009

look at the time now , 6.51am , its a last post before i go to bed . having a urge to sleep forever now .. but right now , i need to blog this out . i been wondering what should i blog in the evening till now . and i had finally thought through .

after what happened ydt , i asked myself , what am i suppose to do without you ? im too used having you smsing me daily . i don't want to go back to my old boring life like before . i need you badly , i swear i can say i think of you more than i think of other things in a day . you are more than an important role in my life .. and i don't want this to disappear ..

even though i sweet talk-ed you , its more than mere words , i typed it thru my feelings for you . unknowningly , i had loved you so much .. i don't want to lose you , you meant almost the whole world to me . when your sad , i feel so helpless , i cant cheer you up yet at the same time , i wan to comfort you ..

you had being the first girl i ever cared for so much . i never even give such concerns to my ex like i did to you . and it truly proves one point , your that missing part in my life , i found you .. dun go please..

i don't want to lose you , i cant imagine the days without you after weeks we did so much things together . i want you to maintain your beautiful smile .. i wan to hug you .. i wan to .. .. love you .. as someone dear and important to me ..

don't leave me please.. im sorry
エドワード || 6:50 AM