Friday, September 18, 2009


mmm , did't had much fun ydt . oh well , cause the person i wanted to celebrate with is not around with me , sighs . but who cares , she has her own stuffs on .

basically , woke up early today to go school due to camp's briefing for 28th sep - 1st oct camp . briefing starts at 8.50am and i arrived at 8.10 thinking it starts at 8am . omg -.- . then sit down there stone awhile , then everyone came . then saw many friends from my blaze I , quite delighted . after the whole thing ended at 3-4plus , head home , blogging now cause later im going out to ton ..

end post here .. bye =))


i seriously still miss you ..

エドワード || 5:16 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009


Today is my special day =) , it been 1 week since i last posted . been at home , rotting all the way ...

well , im just blogging since its my special day .. hope you do remember today is my birthday .. i still remember your words in my heart .. and im glad that you once did wanted to celebrate my birthday with me .. and i wanted to go to ecp with you and have fun with you in the water , tossing you , hold your hand so you could shout help , hugging you so you could shout molest . i remember all this , our conversation between us . well now its all memories locked to my heart =) .

toaay might be some day useful , i hope .

エドワード || 1:15 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009


Wednesday was my last paper! yay , maths paper , confident can get 65-85marks , around there la , then went home , 6plus ler victor on the way to my house for the 7th month dinner , so got ready and went for the 7th month dinner . saw Johnson and felicia there , omfg it was like how long since i saw them , johnson maybe since i pri 4 ? lols , after i moved out of geylang , i did not saw him for a long time and he dare to say i grew fat ? wtf , his 70kg+ and im only 60kg la pls =.= . Felicia , put make up ler! , last time nvr saw her put make up de , lol and also grow to become more womanly ler =) . thinking back about the past brings back memories . at the dinner , i kept on drinking , challenging my uncle , he dare me eat chilli padi , i told him no kick , he say dun lie cause he say i machiam crying + i drink 7up . then at the end of the dinner , he himself sehh from drinking beer and smoke , ahahahaha . i still there drinking , sharing with victor, victor drink abit only then his whole face machiam red like baboon arse . i nothing la , abit high only , then my mom say i high liao , den in car keep kpkb , she say , shh you very noisy . then went home , blog =)

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by the time im typing this , im nt drunk despite drinking alot just now . i never thought it will end this way . for a few days , you been so troubled with your rs and i was having headaches over my exams , i decided not to sms you and study for my 2 paper , i never noticed your on msn until the time when i wan to type to you , you were offline . i told you that i did not sms you / msn you due to you being stress over the past few days . i did not want to trouble you with my kiddy nonsense , thats what i think . i wanted you to chill down before i can talk to you happily , not when your not in the mood , seeing your one word replies upsets me . i don't know how to cheer girl up , you know that . but i don't understand that over such things , you could .. make things felt that it never exists before to me .. i really did not expect this ending ..

エドワード || 12:31 AM

Sunday, September 6, 2009


exams tomorrow and .. i havn study much yet . gaming is all i did , hope i will do well tomorrow =)

エドワード || 10:50 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009


i did not slept well last night , due to some stupid reasons . ok , went to school had revision before test . test finished , went home, victor came my house to sleep , diao . but nvm , he sick so he went home nw , im yearning for something , but i dunno what im yearning for . exam in 3 days time , thinking of it feels so sian . i also no mood blog now , dunno hat to blog about ,

エドワード || 9:24 PM

Thursday, September 3, 2009


havn blog for 2 days ler , that princess sai also suddenly nvr nag me to blog o.0 , whats happening ? doomsday ah =0 . anyway , past 2 days , i cant remember anything , i think .. nothing much happened to me 2 days ago anyway . tommorrow out of the blue got test =.= , i wan sleep in one lor , going to meet the idiots early tommorrow to get a good spot to copy anyway . 10.50pm now , im feelin so lazy ..


Gasp
Dear Viona

Many things had been going on around you lately and i cant be much of a help , but do i not deserve to know whats going on with your life ? if i am , do tell me , i wanna know your burden , not adding it on to it , but try to take it away with you . it hurts me , everytime you bottle it to yourself , tell it to few people and im not one of the few people . im not complaining thought this looks like a complain , but i want you to know that i can share your sadness and burden , your such a dear , you know ?

do you still remember 02/07/2009? cause i havn , n its in my heart

エドワード || 10:48 PM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009


today woke up dunno what time , either 12 or 1 plus . woke up n saw princess dumb's msg at 10plus , totally slp thru the msg tone . im very tired , don't feel like going school tommorow , but sigh i need to go =( , making passport on thursday . lazy also , anyway after tommorow's school , thursday and friday i don't have to go school , so can slp in =) . today is a boring day , stone infront of comp play games , i havn study yet , lazy to study i tell you . until the princess stopped replying at 6.34pm , i grew damn boreddd. byes

エドワード || 9:40 PM

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Name :: Edward( 愛しています )
Age :: 18 on September 17 2010
School :: ITE College East ( Simei )
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Vulnerability is what you always show,

I always want to protect you by my side within my means

Only wanting to see your beautiful smiles,

Never wanting to see your cries,

Always waiting for you no matter how many millennium it takes.

Sounds of your laughter lingers in my head ,

Expressive words of you weighs on my mind,

Whispering into your ear that i love you is all i need,

Yearning for you grows stronger as time passes

Unknowingly , i had loved you so much

Null feelings for everyone except you,

The ending i wanted , is having you by my side watching the skies together.

I will always place you in the center of my heart,

Never ever will I want to stop thinking of you,

Goodbye is a word i rather die than to say to you .

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