Monday, August 3, 2009

i always thought i understood you but i was wrong . i know nothing of what your going through even though i foolishly tell myself i do . i dunno how to make you feel better , im bad at comforting people and i dun wan to worsen your mood . im bloggin to tell you that , i failed to communicate with you , i failed my duty as your cpl . im sorry , i dun know what to do , i really really want you to be happy like before .

Only wanting to see your beautiful smiles , Never wanting to see your cries is what i truly hope will come true . i failed to do what i can for you .. im at loss , cheer up .. your sadness is my sadness , your happiness is my happiness . even though we knew each other for less than 2 month . i strongly believe i could connect thru you as the time passes . if the connection were to be broken , i will be gladly to get hurt to mend the broken connection . i will never want to lose this connection for you are someone i strongly cared about . i never had these feelings before until i met you . i maybe someone of unworthly importance , but i dun mind , i dun care , all i know and i want is you to be happy , never be sad .. i want to protect you , i want you to smile always , i want to cherish you , i want to understand you for your someone that i felt of utmost importance.


Cheer up Viona , i dun mind you ranting to me , i dun mind you scolding me , i dun mind you ignoring me , i dun mind being your substitute, i just ... ... ...want you to be happy when i first met you .. that memory is worth keeping in my heart. for you made me care for someone(you) so strongly that i never did for anyone before .

Cheer up please ...







i'm sorry , i failed..

エドワード || 10:05 PM